its 8:25 PM now. came straight home as i've been doing the past 12 days just to spend time with my baby. we talked about alot of things tonite, and of course also many pledges of our undying love for each other. i know i keep saying this over and over so many times, but she's truly amazing. topics of what to do if we argue, what is off limits for each other, and places where we wanna travel to came up. the answers to these questions i'm gonna keep to myself. at this point in my life i am really at peace. i feel that i have become a new person, as if i have been reborn and given another chance at life. i pretty much lost interest in everything that doesnt concern her. no desire for parties, clubbing, or hanging out with the guys. no desire even to copy or watch dvd's and tv. i havent even played my ps2 in like 2 weeks. no desire to drink, and keeping my smoking to a minimum. all i do is listen to music and just daydream of being with her. yes doctor, i have a really bad case of lovesickness. sigh...

 i miss her.