i think yesterday was a perfect day. after talking to my friends on the earlier blogs, i proceeded to spend a full day of watching football and to doze off and on for the entire day. i actually cooked twice, which was also a huge accomplishment in itself. ahh... such a wonderful and lazy sunday it was. as u can tell i'm pretty happy. i got plenty of rest this weekend. had a dream about my parakeet which was pretty weird to have happen. i guess i was feeling guilty for not taking better care of him. well i tried to make it up by giving it a generous serving of bird seeds and fresh water. i chatted with my baby most of the day. she stayed home from the uni cause of the allergic reaction. poor baby was still suffering cause the rash was on her back and she couldn't apply the ointment properly. called her twice in one day. wow.. that was so fantastic. and then "it" happened. sometimes everything just becomes so perfectly clear and i knew exactly what i wanted out of life. all of the pieces of the puzzle just seems to fit. i started to mention it to her then had to stop myself cause i knew how crazy it would sound. later on during another chat session it started to come out again. this time i didnt even try and stop it and just let it freely come out. once the statement was made, she asked was i sure? am i absolutely sure? of course the answer was that i was never as sure of anything else in my whole life as i was now.

 i had to call her and hear it from her voice just to make sure what happened really happened. if that was a dream then i never want to wake up. all i can say is that she made me the happiest man in the whole world.

 when all hope was lost and dispair enveloped me like a fog, she was the ray of sunshine that saved me from myself.

 what a perfect sunday it was. i went to sleep hoping that it would never end.

take care and have a wonderful day.