aaaaarrrghhh i'm dying!!! i knew i shouldnt have, but i was craving for some salad yesterday. i have gall stones and was told by the doctor to watch wut i eat. certain veggies, beans, fruits, and spicy foods are a no no. a coupla years ago i'd be in so much pain that i'd be laid up in bed for days at a time. since the diagnosis i've been doing fine til yesterday when i was grocery shopping. i saw a really tasty bag of garden greens. man i havent had salad for such a long time that i couldnt resist. it looked so fresh, green, and leafy. so i bought a big-ass bag of the stuff and some italian dressing. fawk i had it under control, i'm sure i was better. hell naw!!! it started this morning. severe abdominal cramps. 5 hours later and my face is pale and my body feels so freakin hot. i can imagine the internal battle in there. i wanna take a knife to my abdoman and just gut myself.

 i wanna go home now and just suffer in peace but one of mah homeboys asked if he can use my crib for a nooner. he's a fawkin horndog. first of all... his girl's pregnant so he's not getting any. even b4 his girl was preggie, he'd fawk around on her. he's gonna be hookin up wit his girl's niece. she's got a bf but i guess he aint giving her wut she needs. he said she called him up and wonders if they can hook up somewheres during lunch. i'm the only one witout a chick and i have my own crib so am the one who all my homeboys ask when they wanna hook up wit chicks. all u fawkin dudes that cheats on ur gf's are a bunch of losers. i dont know how anybody can do that to they partners when they're in a relationship. fawk... i'm always surrounded by losers like that. anyways... wut can i say??? i'm supposed to be one of the boyz so cant impose my values on others.

 was supposed to get pierced tonite but i really feel like shiet now. its gonna take a coupla days til i feel better. fawk.. just gotta drink lots of water to flush it out.

dayummm i feel bad which in turn is making me feel mean as hell again. laterz.