pretty interesting things happened on a personal level today. talked to A* online for 4 hours? during that time i was pretty drunk cause i dont think i can talk to A* anymore without alcohol. prolly wouldnt have the guts without it. wow.. we had to work out alot of issues. considering i had gotten 2 hours sleep the previous nite... after the marathon talk i felt quite refreshed. something to be said about the confession thingies. now i know how catholics feel after going to a confessional. forgive me father for i have sinned...

 took a nap afterwards. was supposed to meet my homeboy at club elements. they had pimp and ho's night. being halloween weekend it would've been a kick-ass time. it was a 2 hour power nap. kinda hard to sleep cause the mexicans outside my crib were hanging out in the parking lots again. they had music blasting and i heard yelling and other noisy shiet. oh wellz.. it IS saturday nite after all.

 C* called me up earlier this evening . good to hear that she's doing well. wished i can help her out but gotta draw the line and keep it cool.  u gotta try not to get confused between being an ex and a homeboy. heard she's in a rap group. hey as long as it gives her an avenue to express herself, i'm all for it. she asked me that if she became big, i'd buy her cd. i told her the truth... i'd prolly wouldnt. i'm not really into female rap. was kinda surprised her sis and the bf with benefits stopped hanging out. he really tried to take care of her even though she had a kid from another dude (who i cant stand). she wont be alone for long... she's fine as hell.

 started downloading some dj mixes from 11:30 til now... which is 3:30. finished getting all the tracks from the evanescence - fallen cd. got some real cool reggaeton, hip hop, and trance/house dj custom mixes. dang all of the rythems is so hypnotic! i love reggaeton and house music. didnt get in any chat rooms nor messaged anyone. just chilled with the new mix and read all of my friend's blogs and left comments here and there.

 trying to force myself to eat. bleh~. made some rice and opened a can of tuna fish. thats it... dinner. damn i hate eating and being alone. guess i'm gonna call it a nite now. happy reading everyone. peace out