had a really bad case of insomnia last night. watched that new adam sandler football movie. can't remember the name cause i'm tripping on sleeping pills. i thought it was a surprisingly good movie. umm.. it had nelly, chris rock, burt reynolds, michael irving. after the dvd, i worked out a little bit then tried to sleep. tossed and turned til 12:30 then started to work on a new poem. it started off well but then i had writers block. guess that i wasnt as inspired as i thought i was. lolz. worked on it for about 1 1/2 hours. next thing i knew it was 3 AM. kept thinking about alexandra and what i could do to win her back again. i had a poor 2 1/2 hours sleep and felt like crap all day at work. oh yeah. skipped class last nite. been feeling like a lazy ass lately.

 spent the whole day kinda tripping so let my mind wander about being back in europe again with alexandra. there are so many places i want to see with her. she's the only girl i know where she stimulates me intellectually. sigh... i really, truly miss her. took a power nap in my truck for lunch. thought i was gonna get off early so that i could call her but had some "hot" projects to do. talked to frankie about tattoos. we goofed off online trying to find a good design. i still want a dragon but havent decided if i wanted japanese style or chinese one. thinking about getting something like a yakuza style. i just want my body covered yet leaving my limbs untouched.

 oh yeah... stayed up late cause i watched a documentary about william shakespeare. it was boring as hell cause they used contemporary  scenes and modern people. it just didnt work for me. but i found out alot about william shakespeare's early life.

 we've had so many people quit and forced layoffs that the remaining ppl are actually pretty cool. most are in the late 20's and are easy to get along with. about 5 of us are planning to go out to a club tomorrow. thats why i bought some more sleeping tablets tonite. i need to make sure i get knocked out for at least 7 hours.

 i still gotta find time to finish/edit that poem i was working on. can't seem to make it flow properly. bleh.. i hate having mental blocks.

 well... the sleeping tablet's kicking in so i guess i'll call it a nite soon.