man i'm in a bad mood today. first i oversleep cause it was raining this morning and i normally wake up when i see daylight but since it was dark, i slept longer than intended after i turned off alarm clock. then i checked my computer to see the status of my downloads and i noticed that my internet wasnt working. messed around with it for 5 mins but still not getting a signal from the cable modem. got to work really late, 20 mins, but really didnt give a damn. then my boss makes an announcement that we have visitors coming to the lab so we have to present ourselves in a professional manner. no sandals, ear rings, or ball cap. i mean wtf? u have got to be kidding me. i'm hard core about wearing my ball cap every day. trying to let my hair grow out and it looks out of shape right now. with no cap i practically have an afro. all this stuff puts me in even a worse mood. trying to chill with some soothing tunes but it just isnt working. wanna put something heavy on but am afraid that will only fuel the flames of my mood.
iono.. maybe i need to smoke something and just chill. feel like hitting the bag and just working out some of this pent up energy. don't really feel like talking to anyone. bleh.. i suck.
aight its back to work again. i just needed to vent for a little bit. have a good one everybody.
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