i can't believe its already june. summer has begun and i have no idea whats going to be happening later on. my apartment lease is up at the end of next month so i have to decide what to do. one thing for sure is that i need to move to another apartment. i hate moving. i am comfortable where i'm at but i just hate the way they raise your rent at the end of every lease. i've always wanted to get an apartment on the banks of the river cause i'm such a nature and outdoorsy kind of guy. yeah it will be expensive as hell but summer is the best time to do it. i'm so much in debt that moving to another state is out of the question for right now. befor i decide i'm gonna have to break down and do a financial analysis to see what is a realistic option. until then.. i can still dream tho, can't i? lolz.
went to sleep at 11:30 PM last night which was really quite early for me. had some soothing korean tracks programmed for 45 minutes but incredulously fell asleep after the second track. trying to improve my diet to see if i can counteract the damn gallstones. the internet says caffeine helps to ease the pain so i tried drinking coffee for the first time in 6 months. couldn't even finish the first cup until the pains started again. well i guess no more coffee for me anymore. lolz. not gonna gross you all out but it also states that eating more fiber and increasing your bowel movement helps to lessen the pain. well i'm like a hardcore asian that doesnt eat ANY bread at all and certain fruits and veggies also causes pain but am also afraid to take laxatives for some reason. (actually i'm kinda embarrassed to buy laxatives at the grocery store cause i think its like for only old people. hahaha) the only safe veggie for me is spinach so i bought a huge baf of the stuff. been eating raw spinach with almost every meal now and its been 3 days... no improvement bowel movement wise but the pains arent as severe as befor. maybe i'm on the right track. i can't believe i spent the past few paragraphs talking about my trying to increase my bowel movements. hahaha. if someone is reading this, i feel really sorry for you. lolz. ok next topic...
in a very generous mood today so brought everyone some cherry cheescake streudel (sp?) . they made fun of me and asked if i hit the lottery or something. what a bunch of wise guys i work with. lolz. keep looking at the internet webcam in my baby's hometown to keep track of what time it is. man i wanna call her up but it still seems to early to do so. with her in the hospital i've been worrying myself sick. foreals i can't stop thinking about her. she's so small and all alone over there. =(
alright this is getting wayyyy too long and boring so i guess i gotta go and do some work now. kisses for my baby and have a wonderful day to everyone else.
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